Inner source of energy

This world is really an illusion, the more I see it outside the more I witness this illusion. We often think that everybody carries a certain energy and it also gets transferred… so, lets say if you are with a positive guy, a part of his positive flow of energy does gets transferred into you and hence you feel positive, or if you are with a negative person, a part of his negative energy gets transferred into you and hence you start feeling negative. However, this whole phenomenon of energy transfer also appears to be another illusion, because in reality, nothing happens outside, everything is inside you only… the whole brahmand is inside every being.

So what happens in reality? Does the energy transfer from one to another happens? Why do we feel influenced in a certain way (positive or negative) with some people? The truth is, the entire store of energy is inside you, you are carrying this endless source of energy (positive, negative, neutral) in you all the time. When you meet a person with positive flow of energy, for that particular moment, he/she creates a context, a space around you which helps you to tap into your own source of energy with positive flow, he didn’t transfer any of his energy in you, but he just created a space, a context. The same happens when you are in the company of a negative person, he creates a context, a space which forces you to open your own source of negative energy.

So, when Buddha said, “sangham sharanam gacchami”, he wants you to be with people, who can create a meditative space, meditative context around you, so that you can go to your own inner source of energy and transform it into a divine meditative energy. But remember, end of the day, the vast source of energy is hidden inside you only… stop seeking it in the outside world, that’s an illusion. Go within you and there you will find this hidden jewel. Once you find it, you can just open the flood gates and let it flow towards the divine, soon the connection will be created and the transformation will happen… from human to divine. Living in the same body the human being will transcend into the endless divine…

Everything Returns to its source

It is the very nature of existence that everything returns to its source. Till things returns to their very source, they also feel attracted towards the source. The child is always connected, attached and attracted towards his mother, there is always a strong bond between the child and the mother, mother is the source of child’s existence in this life and that’s why he shares a very special bond, a strange connectedness with his mother, throughout his life. You can witness the same phenomenon in the rain drops, after journing thru many miles in rivers it finally merges back in its source which is the ocean, it came from the ocean in the beginning and finally it merges back in the ocean.

Human life is also the same, we are always attracted towards our source, sometimes knowingly but most of the times unknowingly. We are constantly in a strange search of the unknown. our search sometimes takes the form of external travel, sometimes the form of running after name, fame, money, relations, securities and so on and after acquiring all of this, we still feel a strange kind of emptiness with, a strange kind of feeling of going somewhere else or needing something else. All these are small instances of our “real search” our real need to find our source, our real desire to merge back in the source.

In life, our challenges are huge. Most of us spend entire life running after things, which are never able to fill ourselves. So most of us die without even knowing what is our real search, what is it that we really wanted? We just get trapped in the outer world and in the illusion we run after the wrong things, so instead of searching, journing within, we spend our life time searching in the outer world.

Fortunate are the ones, who get the blessing and courage to sit back and start looking within to find, what is the real search, what is the real source, what is the real love and what is the real journey. Once you realize this and start your journey, your search within, you go thru some great experiences and each moment a new awakening happens in your being, and slowly you start moving closer to your center, closer to your source. After a great inner travel, a great inner journey, a point comes when you suddenly realize that “it is in the very nature of everything to move back, to merge in the source”, the process is absolutely natural and mystically automatic, but you still have a BIG role to play and the role is quite simple. You can do this entire travel, which is very natural, which will happen eventually on its own, but your role and your choice is, either you can do this travel in the sleeping mode or in your full awareness, if you see, there is a big difference in both the states.

Think of this, it is your inherent nature to merge back in your source, death will come and you will be merged back into the source, everyone will be merged back sooner or later nobody will escape this merging, but still you have a choice of leading a fulfilled, awakening life, witnessing the divine and be in the divine love each moment of your life OR keep cribbing about things which you did not get, relations which did not materialize, endless desires which never got fulfilled and the false ego which could never be satisfied. These are the only two ways of completing your journey, god has given you complete power to choose either way, and choice is absolutely yours. The sooner you decide the better it is, coz death will come any moment without warning and you will be merged back into your source, your body will be merged into its own five elements, your mind with all your thoughts will be merged in this very existence from where it came, and your pure consciousness will be merged in the collective consciousness of the whole existence. It is time to make your conscious choice and it is also the time to realize that death is no different from life. You came from death, from that unknown divine source and once your journey is over, you will be merged back to the same death, to the same divine source. Death must be the feeling of coming back home. The rain drop merging with the mother ocean finally. Life and Death is beautifully divine if you live and die in divine love and awareness.

Love to all sentient beings...

We are the source, we have been enlightened already…

We are the source of all our experiences, everything that we feel we are experience from outside is nothing but our already hidden experiences. The whole existence resides in us, it’s a dilution that we see and experience things outside us, in reality those experiences are already stored in our being, with an external stimuli we start witnessing what is there inside. There is nothing out there which is real, even this computer on which you are reading this message is also not real, this message is hidden inside you already, this external stimuli is just helping you to uncover that already existent experience.

Have you ever notices that a similar situation outside will give different experiences to different people witnessing that situation, what is this matter. If the experience is really coming from that external situation then every body involved in that should get the same experience but it rarely happens. The reality is all of us are carrying the whole existence in us, the only difference is one might have uncovered more layers of reality then the other. Let me share with you another dimension of this to make it more clear.

We all are made from 5 elements of nature, i.e. earth, wind, space, water and fire. In each one of us the dominance of 1 or 2 elements will be more then the other, for example, in some of us fire will be more dominant, in some others earth or water could be more dominant. Now, if you show a blue colored image to 2 people, the one in whom space is more dominant energy will see images of space in that, and in the other in whom water is the dominant energy will see images of water out of the same blue color. Now the question is both of them are seeing the same blue colored image, so why this difference in perception or imagination. The reason is, that perception or imagination is coming from inside of the person, it is his core dimension which he is experiencing while looking at that image.

All the external experiences are completely illusionary, the real experience is happening inside, an experience is nothing but uncovering of an already known experience, which might have been there from past many lives.

We all are already enlightened. God has already happened to us, infact we are already gods, we are already the whole of existence, its just that we need to uncover this reality which has gotten curbed under our false ego, under our false view of reality. The moment, we are able to uncover this already existent reality, we will realize that we have been enlightened from the very moment we were born, we were never separated, we have always been one. Duality will cease to exist that very moment. The already happened Nirvana will be experienced again.

Love to the god sitting inside you.